Thursday, April 28, 2011

My dua'



bismillah..

O Allah, I really really really in desperate and in need of your mercy to enter your paradise..
I also really really hope that my parents, family, friends, and teachers could enter jannah with me too..


The more, the merrier! (Maryam,2011)


Thus,


please please please make us be among those who 24/7 feel grateful
to You during our good and hard times..
Please make us among the best people that You and others love.
Please make us be the best person to our parents, family,our community, and all living things..
Please ya Allah make us be patient in everything we do and in everything we encounter in our everyday lives.
please make us be among those who forgive people and do good to them
no matter what they did to us.

We realize ya Ilahi that this world is only a TEST for us
and the akhirah(hereafter) is our destination.
So, please make us get A++ for this test ya Rabb..


Without your mercy, we are nothing...

Please make us remember that You are always and will always be our ONE AND ONLY LORD
There's no one to be worship BUT You..
Please make our love to You more dear than the cold water in the dry hot weather..
Please make our love to You and to our dear Prophet Muhammad higher than our love to others.

I know You heard my prayers my dear Lord, my beloved Rabb, ya Ilahi,
so please, please accept all my prayers :,)

p/s : jannah is expensive, so make sure we try our very best to get it so that we wouldnt regret later...


"One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure its worth
watching" (Fakhrul,2011)

Sunday, April 3, 2011

:D

In the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful
swimming

archery

horseback riding


my passions, I really2 wanna learn them..in Malaysia inshallah.
Why? because its a sunnah.. :) [correct me if I'm wrong]
My desire to learn these sports is since years ago.
but swimming is kinda hard. I need a close swimming pool w/o men.
Usually kinda expensive.
May Allah give me the chance to learn a drop of His knowledge. inshallah.
Please pray for me. Thanks! :)

Lemparkanlah (panah) dan tunggangilah (kuda).”
(Riwayat Muslim)

archery horseback riding?
not yet..
has to consider my backbone and health condition..
apepun, alhamdulillah bersyukur..=)

my cousin, a hafiz, learning archery horseback riding in Korea
mashallah! I'm very proud of him.

p/s : I just discovered from link below that horseback riding is good for back bone..alhamdulillah.
I really happy to know bout it..thank you Allah :D

show me the way~

dengan namaMu ya Allah yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang..

Perempuan tercipta dari tulang rusuk yang bengkok,
Aku juga dikurniakan dengan tulang belakang yang bengkok
Namun ya Allah,
biarpun itu sifatku dan fizikalku,
ku bersyukur dengan takdir ini.

akan tetapi,
janganlah kau biarkan jalanku bengkok,
tunjukilah aku jalan yang lurus
yang tidak bengkok..

ku mohon kepadamu ya Tuhan
bimbinglah aku selalu :,(

-luahan hati insan yang sentiasa memerlukan hidayahMu..

Friday, April 1, 2011

scoliosis? apekah itu??

dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani..
salam sahabat2 n saudara2 yg dikasihi Allah sekalian..

dah lama dah saya menyepi..hehe..
kali ni terdetik nak tulis something educational + personal i guess?

hmm..
semalam, saya terlawat blog seorang kakak ni.. dia penghidap scoliosis. dulu dia mmg sgt teruklah sampai kena buat pembedahan 2 kali. sekarang Alhamdulillah dia dah okay..but still, besi ada dlm tulang belakang dia..

Ha, buat kalian yg x tahu apa tu scoliosis,
scoliosis ni ialah tulang belakang berbentuk S or C...mcm trademark gitu :p

saya dah detect scoliosis ni sebelum masuk form 1 but biarkan je..nak pi wat fisioterapi x buat2 sampailah saya melanjutkan pelajaran ke US ni...(elok buat awal2 sbnrnye utk elak lg teruk)

and sampailah saya baca blog akak ni...mcm menakutkan jugak la cerita dia..

scoliosis ni ada byk la jugak simptom2 dia.
mcm sakit pinggang, sesak nafas, sakit kaki, etc
sebab dia berkait dgn tulang belakang kan?

doctor ckp my scoliosis is mild(sederhana).
kat Malaysia, topik ni x diberi pendedahan walaupun ramai yg kena.. and bahaya if x ambil langkah awal..sian kami2 ni..:p
kat US ni, sy btau kawan sy(malaysian american) dia tahu je ..n dia ckp kat sekolah dulu mmg slalu buat medical check up psl scoliosis ni .. n kalau boleh dia mmg xnak kena lah kan.
alhamdulillah.

and x hairan la saya kena sbb mmg lg ramai penderita scoliosis ni dari kalangan perempuan..
xpe..alhamdulillah, Allah beri sakit ni ada hikmahnya.. :)
bukankah setiap kesakitan tu akan gugur dosa kecil and bila kita sabar akan diganjari pahala?
maha adilnya Pencipta kita :D

tapi macam mana bersabar pun, kadang2 sedih jugak lah sbb org lain majoriti straight.. and rasa rendah diri / segan bila kita punya senget...
doctor ckp xleh angkat benda berat, buat kerja berat, etc..
but sy still buat lah kan.. macam angkat barang2 pasar, groceries rumah.. xkan nak suruh mak yg angkat..
macam bila bersihkan rumah, nak kena angkat pasu ke , kita la yg buat kan.. xkan nak suruh mak.. (ni bila ayah, abg, adik laki xdak la)
tp kadang2 sedih jugak la, my mum kadang2 nak angkat jugak sbb dia tahu anak dia ni ade sakit tulang belakang...

and kadang2 rasa bersalah bila nak minta tolong org angkat benda berat utk saya.. mcm diri ni selfish pulak, ambil kesempatan..etc...

so, kalau rajin baca lah blog akak tu eh.. byk info berguna..sbb manalah tahu kawan kalian, sedara mara yg kena cmni.. diorg akan rasa sgt terharu if korang ambil berat and try memahami walaupun hanya org yg menghadapinya yang faham.

and alhamdulillah , skrg dah lama x sakit..kadang2 je..thank you Allah :)

*decided to delete the picture..cukuplah biarkan selama beberapa hari..
semoga dpt beri manfaat sharing kali ini..